Venting and Rambling.....

Monday, November 27, 2006

I Gotta Let U Go.....

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye



Music Video Code By Urbnmix
ashley parker angel - let u go


[Chorus:]
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

[Chorus:]
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do

[Chorus:]
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Pondering

It's a rainy night in november and all of a sudden this song comes on and my feelings are all of a sudden put in to music... and not my own...it just hit the spot... you all know what I'm talking about... That song that is just being sung to you and it sinks in whether you want it to or not... it just does... November Rain- Guns-N-Roses...



When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain,
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one

Monday, November 13, 2006

Nostalgia

It's funny how our brain works... Today I read waiterrant and its newest post brought back great times of my first time on a date in a fancy restaurant.

It was a nice cozy Italian restaurant in a nearby town upstate. The salad was exquisite... the waiter was polite... we ordered off the menu and nothing has been the same since...

A simple blog will make you think of all the firsts that you've had and will never have again... the first time in a fancy restaurant... the first kiss... the first time cooking a romantic dinner for two at home... the first love...

After your first anything, nothing seems quite as special. You can go to a fancy place again but then its just "going out"... You can kiss again but then its just a kiss...you can love again but its never going to be as exhilarating...

The firsts of our lives will always have a place in our hearts.