"I Dreamed A Dream"

"I dreamed a dream in days gone by, When hope was high and life worth living..."

It's funny what dreams can do to your normal life. Myself, I don't have dreams to often, or maybe I just don't remember them. But when I do, they throw me off track for the remainder of the day. I sit there and wonder what it meant, and as the day goes by I try hard as hell not to forget. There was someone home next door and his sister was keeping him from me. She said he would only be home for a week or so. Then a white boat parked outside my house, what does it mean? I gave my brother all the money I had to give him a better life, and left myself on the streets. My parents moved when I was out and had no one left. except that white boat. There was a letter on the window saying if I needed to I could take up shelter there. I was down to living in a boat but my nephew had a chance at a good life. What does it mean? Did I remember it all? If not... why was it only these points I did remember? Things that make you go "HMMMMMMMM"

When Life Gives You Lemons...

When life gives you lemons make lemonade?? No. When life gives you lemons you should pucker up and kiss ass as best you can. I like lemons myself, I'm used to them. Whenever there aren't any lemons I get nervous. I think that however good life gets it's going to get that much worse. What goes up must come down and the higher you climb the harder you fall. When I was miserable most of the time it was okay. I found the middle ground that wont make me fall, but then i never rose up. Now that I finished climbing for now, I'm falling............ I just wonder how much further I'm going to fall before I start climbing again or find my familiar middle ground. Until I get there I will pucker up as best I can.